Loosing myself loving you taught me so much.
It gave me a strength that can’t be ripped away.
Taught me to never let a man define and control me.
You turned me into this woman who was unrecognizable.
Someone I was embarrassed of.
I felt alone for so long,
waiting for you to love me like I love you
Feeling lonelier when I am with you.
Suddenly, loosing you brought me back home.
I don’t feel insecure anymore.
Wondering what lie your telling me
or if you still love me,
or how I can get you to change.
I thought i would be sad loosing you, instead I have peace.
I was constantly exhausting myself making excuses for you.
The sad truth is you mistreat the things that you love, but its no longer my concern.
Because I am my only concern.
Rebuilding myself from the shattered pieces of our relationship.
Redefining and recreating who I am.
Your love made me indestructible,
I know what I want and I know what I deserve.
I deserve a love that never makes me question my worth.
A love that doesn’t cause me to doubt or cry.
Keeping you isn’t worth my sanity.
Lying for you isn’t worth my dignity.
Loving you isn’t worth my loyalty.
and your touch isn’t worth loosing my integrity.
In the end, I didn’t lose you, I let you go and watched you lose me.
While, I rebuilt my empire.
Sincerely, your Juliet